Jonas feels profoundly conflicted after witnessing the release of the baby twin because this event shatters his fundamental understanding of his community and reveals a horrifying truth: "release" is not a peaceful departure but a euphemism for killing and disposing of a person.
The Shocking Revelation
Prior to this moment, like everyone else in his community, Jonas believed that "release" was a dignified and serene process, a gentle transition to "Elsewhere" for the elderly, the ill, or those who broke significant rules. He had no reason to suspect otherwise, as the community was meticulously designed to suppress such disturbing knowledge.
However, as he watches the scene unfold in Chapter 19, the true nature of "release" is laid bare. He witnesses the Chief Elder administer an injection to the twin, followed by the disposal of the body. This stark visual evidence instantly clarifies the grim reality: to release someone means to terminate their life and discard their remains.
Shattered Beliefs and Moral Turmoil
This revelation creates immense internal conflict for Jonas for several key reasons:
- Betrayal of Trust: Jonas realizes that his entire community, including the people he trusts and respects, has been living a lie, complicit in or ignorant of this brutal practice. The benevolent facade of their society crumbles before his eyes.
- Loss of Innocence: His perception of a harmonious and caring world is irrevocably shattered. The safety and order he once valued now appear sinister and deceitful.
- Moral Dilemma: He is faced with the stark moral implications of his community's actions. What he had always accepted as a necessary, peaceful procedure is, in fact, an act of murder. This forces him to confront the profound ethical vacuum at the heart of their structured existence.
- Isolation of Knowledge: This horrifying truth is now a burden he alone carries, alongside the Giver. This further isolates him from his family and friends, who continue to live in blissful ignorance.
The conflict stems from the chasm between the comforting illusion he had always known and the horrifying, undeniable truth he has just witnessed. It ignites his resolve to challenge the very foundations of his society.